Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Soul searching.

They say twenty years of life is nothing,it is just the tip of an entire ice berg. Funny,considering how only a tip of that drowned an entire ship.I have lived twenty years and a little more,I have lived in hell and heaven. True to common belief life is a roller coaster ride,it's schizophrenic,bipolaric and the rest too.


I have exams in five days,this time in particular makes me think a lot.With so much to study distraction sweeps me off my concentration easily. I have thought a lot,about people. I have thought about life without them and with them.This instance there is a heart break and u absorb,yes,human beings tend to absorb. I have absorbed. I feel shaken. I wish my mom would have never taught me perspective,because implementing it is scary.


You wont believe me,when I say it is scary?It is horrifying to hear tears and even more horrifying to have that person trust you with them.I will be beside you fails to work when your heart is pierced with the expected impending doom. You know it will kill you,but you wait,holding your breath,your faith,for a change of mind, Only if life were a movie. The dagger is slashed across the soul eventually,and you collect those bits and pieces and sew them together,but you are never the same.


A beautiful monster rips the cages of your ribs and you let it happen.

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