Sometimes,
I wish I knew your reasons more than mine.
Just sometimes....

Sometimes,
I wish I could put words to your silence.
Just sometimes...

Sometimes,
I wish I knew you more than myself.
Just sometimes...

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone"

Poisoned.

Twisted her mind
strangled her heart
you.
and it bled,deep red.

Incessant drops,wet.
hair tangled in a mess
eyes,smudged,coal black.
sorting her own fate.
trying her best to
cement the crack,
and looking back
for a pinch of pity.
It was only shrill
and it was throttling her
sheer agony,it was,
it was,
you.


Breathless,still and cold
abandoned,mocked,stabbed
her soul...poisoned.
By,
you.

Great Expectations.

Like when you told me
I am your only beloved
I never believed you
and one fake smile was enough
to get you convinced
and I was trusted,by you
and one great mistake you made
and why....?
because you expected.

Like when you told me
you can give your life for me
I brushed it aside in my mind
embraced you warm and tight
and you concluded
that you were trusted
and you failed to notice the reality
and why.....?
because you expected.

Like when you told me
we would last forever
I dropped a tear
but deep down I sneered
and you elated
felt eternity could be created
and why.....?
because you expected.

We fell apart,
you crumbled,
I survived
and why....?
because 'only' you expected.