Trusting You.

When it happens again this time
I will gulp down my tears
stitch the tear in my heart
suffocate my feelings and fears
but I won't let it rewind

When it happens again this time
I will play it with my brain
I will not believe a single word you say
close every soft corner of my soul
through which you could find a way.

But,when it did happen again this time,
I fell for your charm.
played it with all my heart
opened every soft corner of my soul
through which you could find a way...

AND,

It died in me again,
a slow painful death...